I believe I am at the beginning of discovery and in my journey. I too recall things when I was around 9 years old and as a child of not being from here. I always thought and acted like I was from outer space. I was and still am very drawn to the planet Mars and was always interested in aliens, martians, watching shows about space and so on. I truly believe at one time I must have crashed here because I am deathly afraid of going into space or even an airplane.
I need to dig deep into my past and find out what truly went on because I beleive that life for me today has been filled by low vibrational people who have been literally sucking the life and energy from me and i’m trying to break free.
I talk to NO one about this at all. When I was little my friends always thought i was weird and so I ‘tried’ to act normal.
So, how does one begin at the beginning of the journey of self discovery?